Let's
go.
You and I.
We have just
enough jelly for one sandwich, so three are going to be peanut butter
only. We reach into the bag with our eyes closed as that's the only
fair way to decide who gets it. We won't do rock, paper, scissors
because you always win. I don't know how you do it, but you do.
We take your
car because mine still smells like cat puke and you have the bench
for the front seat. We sit close and drive as far as we can on a
half tank of gas, laughing, talking about high school friends we've
lost touch with.
We stop at a
rest stop and take pictures of each other standing on the picnic
tables, the darkening sky huge behind us. A boy, not more than eight,
wanders away from his parents and offers to take a picture of both
of us. It will one day be my favourite picture.
At night we
stay in the car, you lying across the front seat, me in the back,
and we talk to the roof of the car, to each other, and I don't know
who falls asleep first but at one point we wake up at the exact
same time for no reason.
"You awake?"
"Yeah."
And we enjoy
the silence that follows.
I open the car
door and stretch and yawn and my shoes are wet with dew as I hop
in the front seat before you get a chance to fully sit up. It's
six o'clock in the morning and we're already laughing.
We have to take
the same route home because we can't risk using more gas than we
did coming. One tank, that's the deal.
I don't talk
as much and you play the radio stations I never listen to and teach
me about music. It is the history of rock and roll and I look at
your face, your eyes hidden behind your sunglasses, and can't believe
you think I'm as cool as I think you are.
When you drop
me off we don't say a lot. I wave goodbye and walk up to my front
door. I'm almost inside when I hear you calling from the car.
"Remember:
Kimmy Loves Jeremy!"
I smile before
closing the door behind me; Kimmy does indeed love Jeremy.
At
least if rest stop picnic tables are to be believed. |